I should probably go to bed considering its 02:17am and I have to get up at 06:45am for college… Hmmm night!

" It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger. "

You must learn her.

You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to.

You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.

And, this is how you keep her.

" fucking idiot "

auuuugh why do I even have to do a holiday representative unit when I don’t want to be a holiday rep, so much time being wasted on something I don’t care foooooorrrrrrr ….